I woke up this morning and the first thought on my mind was you,
its been a little while but getting over you is so hard,
Each day, i tell myself "Today will be a lot better, he'll soon be a passing thought"
and at the end of those days, i take those words back ans say "Tomorrow will be the day"
Why? why did you have to come into my life and show me how lonely i was,
although, i was alone then but at least i didn't feel this heart-aching longing for you.
why did you make me fall so helplessly for you when you knew you could never be there to catch me,
Why do i feel this growing void deep within me while i try so hard to let go of you,
You were once my ecstasy and joy, the reason why i looked forward to each day;
How did you get to become my pain and sadness, who's to blame?
i cant blame you because you don't know any better, i can't blame me because
i've got no control of how i feel.
i miss you, your senseless conversations and jokes, the sound of your voice is what i yearn to hear each morning,
Why? Why do i love you so much? Of all the possibilities available, why did i have to fall so hard for someone who'll take me on a very complicated ride.
it hurts too much to put into words, how could fate be so cruel to make me love someone that i cant trust his love?
How can i be with you if my only thoughts when i'm with you is the fact that i'll never be enough for you,
How can you throw those words, "i love you" around so easily as if it means nothing,
How do i block out the probability that i was one of the people you threw the words at mindlessly,
Did i seem so love-starved to you that you thouf\ght you had to help me out?
was i one of your charity case that you can't help but be with because i lacked love in my life ,
the questions keep popping into my head over and over again and my answer of choice keeps breaking me down,
How do i explain to people that i didn't need anyone to break my heart, i did so myself by loving you,
How do i start to explain to you that i hate you so much and i love you so much more,
My heart is confused, the pain is overbearing but it's my cross to bear...
Why do you keep asking for my love when we both know we cant be together?
My heart feels so empty without you and it hurts but the pain is just a reminder of how stupid i was.
You love me, I love you....
Why couldn't things be so easy with us?did you have to love every other girl that seems in need of love,
How can i tell you that you own my heart when i know yours are in so many places that there's barely space for me,
Your love hurts but still my heart wants it.............
Why did God make me to be so unlucky in love?
