I am all alone once again, staring hard at my phone, wishing and hoping that it ends soon, each trailing second passes by and i am still in this unwieldy zone, in a daze, waiting for a nudge to pull me out. Like always, i know it'll be a long wait but i'm powerless when it comes to this.
Weak, that's one word i barely use to describe and its the only word that can describe how i feel towards you. Staring down, I am not familiar with this endless pining and yearning sensation. This is not me, the only thing i do better than holding on loosely is letting go. I don't crave for the unobtainable, i don't wish for the impossible, i don't expect the
unattainable , i don't ask for the unaffordable and i definitely don't aim for the unreachable. I know my limits, I'm well grounded. So, what's so unique about you?
You make me want to believe in all the words you whisper, I guess my defenses are wearing out cuz i'm always eager to hear more of those lies, experience those meaningless statements that still find their way deep into the core of my imagination.
What's so rare that makes me susceptible to your charms, I have too much on my mind but you still manage to crawl up and become the center of my contemplations. All i feel from you is your fervent personality, threatening to burn me if i come too close, and still coaxing me to come closer and experience what its like to be burnt. I hate this feeling and still i revel in it, my thoughts roam through various possibilities and still there are no options open to choose from. Its a revolving circle and it always brings me back to the starting point...
You.... You are a sparkling ray of my hearts desires, you feed my passion, my mind, my soul...
You are my dream and like all dreams, Reality awaits at the other end....
Waiting....... "PPPPIIIINNNNGGGGG"
Alarms off again, time to wake up into the new day..... Leaving the weakness behind under the sheets.
